Fourth day;
Working at the bar seems like I’m going to another dimension. Time goes at another speed, today for example it has been very slow, it seemed that the clock was not running, I had a good time. I work in a typical Scottish pub, an authentic place with personality, Scottish culture. I feel in my place, that I belong to that place. My co-workers are like a family, with their more and their less, but without the less the thing would not be the same, I would not learn. I am proud to be a part of the Scotsmans Lounge story.
While I was working on some technological problems happened to frustrate me ardently, causing my temper to unleash itself in the form of a patchwork of insults to a card machine and the Internet. My boring mood quickly escalated explosively. Then I realized that I was exaggerating and my mood changed, I took it with humor.
As I went out for my conscious walk, I realized that people felt a little alike, too. I saw anxiety and worry on people’s faces. A large proportion of the people I have observed have tried to look into their eyes, to connect and try to empathize with them, and with the environment. I took the opportunity to visit my friend Giovanna at her place of work and after a brief conversation I continued on my way. Again, serious people, there was a certain subtle tension on people’s faces, like a latent discomfort, which makes you isolated from the world a little bit. I visited Laura at the hostel and we talked about the challenge. She is giving us both motivation, the truth is that I’m starting to feel quite motivated and sensitive. During the walk I had to stop at a traffic light. As I am calm during the exercise I decided to wait. I looked at the green trees.
I close my eyes for a second and breathe in the energy of the place and the moment. I center myself and prepare myself to feel the environment. The vibrations* quickly called my curiosity, it was natural to feel them, just by focusing a little.
The trees were amazing! Their energy, like a breath of fresh air, rose like a humid, invigorating flame. The symbology of the trees has a lot to do with it, I would love to talk about it in this blog later. The energy of the “human world” was structuring and more reduced, without the freedom that I felt the trees… but nevertheless, that structuring energy is much more present than that of the trees, it is a background feeling.
I still have to do the meditations! But I have something planned, I’m already late, and the day has flowed like this. I will do one meditation now of 15 and then PROMISE to do another just before bed. I’ll tell you more tomorrow.
Day Four Completed?
