Challenge – Day 16

All the day has been mostly flowing well. Early shift at work and an early afternoon conscious walk with Susana, which was not memorable but was completed as usual. The best reward was spotting this very nice Greek place just at the end of our walk. We ate a lot (as usual) and had a chat about how the challenge is going.We both feel like the constant training of the mind is making it sharper, cleaner and faster. I mean, not that I’m suddenly a genius, I’m actually still slow and naive, but I trust more my intuition and the worries and silly thoughts that use to crowd mind are not there very often any more.We went back to Susana’s and worked a bit on the website and the show of Psychenautics, also having a short graphic interlude for some summer activity flyers. It was fun, but as usual going back to drawing/art gives me a lot of anxiety and fear of failure. I felt hyperacrive during the morning, and my mood has progressively relaxed during the day, bringing me to an almost melancholic evening. A nice meditation on Calton Hill put me back in contact with myself, and I gladly welcomed my feelings and the need for a bit of loneliness. Going back to my room now, to enjoy the rest of the night, I’ll meditate some more (and probably add some Reiki to it).