Today is the last day of holiday. I was reading the book of my Reiki teacher today, to remind myself how to trust sinchronicity and how to let go of worries. It’s been a real struggle to keep it cool, being alone with my family, to meditate everyday and observe the world consciously for the 30 minutes established. I admit I didn’t count them with the alarm as usual, and often I split the observation throughout the day, but I kept putting the intention into it, everyday.
For the whole week I kept seeing many doubles and couples. Numbers, birds, insects, leaves and flowers. Today we went to the lake, to escape the heat. I observed the water and the life around it. Herons riding the wind close to the water, an owl flying in circles around the lake, a black cormoran fishing, beautiful red dragonflies and water spiders.
I went to bath in the lake and it started to rain. Water moved by the wind, water below, water above, I felt full and connected to everything around me.
I was very grounded during the meditation and I added distance Reiki for my family to it. I received random images, still confused.
I will leave tomorrow and I feel a vague sadness, but also hope.
