A Ritual’s outcome is always unpredictable. Whatever is given, that we ask for, is always going to be a new challenge for us to understand who we really are. A special friend just reappeared in my life this morning, he was the first person I met when I went to work downstairs.
I don’t know the meaning of this, but I know it is very important for me to go through this experience. After work I went out to clear my head, and did 30 minutes meditation. After the random worries and fears and hopes and flashes, the mind and the heart cleared up. Empty, peaceful space, where energy was radiating from the inside out and feeling white and golden. A protective warmth was running through my arms, down to my hands, from my belly through my legs down to my feet. Wonderful feeling of being whole and strong.
The rest of the day has been smooth and full of interesting conversation. Sometimes wonderful bouquets are made out of roses. Sometimes the best roses are the ones you leave on the bush to grow.
