Very intense days and of personal novelties that have been breaking my routine a little bit, in a good way.
Today has been a fairly easy day, although I am physically tired of the lack of sleep, the truth is that I feel inspired to write, and since my previous post has been a little short I will deign to try to expand a little more now.
The heat puts me in a bad mood. I can’t help it, but my body doesn’t like to get hot and reacts by sweating a lot at the minimum heat. In fact, I feel it as if it burns my spine and neck; and when it reaches the neck it is already eating to throw the kindness out the window.
My day has gone by in a relaxed way. I met Laura in the afternoon to record PsycheNautics Show which as always was very entertaining to do. We were defining the word energy today and I was surprised that I lacked words to define it.
Which is curious considering that my beliefs and my way of seeing reality are based on energy.
However, the fact that energy is present in everything can make its definition complicated to give, since the simplicity of the concept, its primitive nature and generator of ALL, makes it difficult to find concrete words to describe something coarse.
After that, we went to celebrate that we have completed half of the challenge!
Unbelievable, half of this experience is over. There is no change that is too radical, that is evident now, but there is a general increase of sensitivity, of love for myself, of emotional stability, of my intuition, of my clairaudience and in general of my connection with the Universe, which translates into a sensation of certainty in me and in what I believe in.
After dinner we went up to my tower to talk and do Tarot.
I went out with Laura to take a conscious walk in the rain and do witchy things to Calton Hill. It has been very good, the rain makes people take refuge so we were practically alone and we went into super fast ritual mode, saying words with power and singing harmonics. We watched around us and some lightning appeared in the sky as the crafty sound of a shy rain relaxed my mind, and I think his too. Suddenly a soft, subtle, almost imperceptible sound began to resonate in the air. They were like harmonics in the air, Laura didn’t seem to hear them, and although the sound was VERY subtle, I heard them.
We came back making jokes and she took the lamp that symbolizes the door so that the gods/entities we call know where to go.
I have done 30 minutes of meditation with the Moola Mantra of Deva Premal, a total success because listening to this woman sing mantras is an auditory pleasure, and as I have already pointed my ear is becoming sensitive. I found it difficult to find a 100% comfortable posture, but I did well.
Reflexion: It takes fire (candle/passion) and water (rain/cleanliness) for the wind (mind) to flow and create something (earth) to share worthy of the rest.
