I started the day with meditation and went through the usual routine. Work was hard, as although my emotional state seems more stable, my mind is unable to just be in the present moment.
I took a slow walk in the evening, under a light rain, dribbling as much as possible the crowd on the street. I made a quick stop on my stone on Calton Hill, where I briefly felt connected and embraced by Spirit.
In the evening my brain finally gave me a little break, I even managed to start a couple of new books.
Failing to make sense of anything else just yet, but I know I will be. For now I surrender to my daydreaming and longing, and I trust it will play itself out, eventually.
