Sleeping all the time, and feeling good about it. I missed this sensation.
When I woke up I was still feeling ill, and working wasn’t the best, but I managed and went back to bed immediately after. I also received some distance Reiki from a student of my Reiki teacher, who’s getting her attunement to the second Level. It was very interesting although I didn’t feel much a part from a big pressure on my chest and my ears slightly ringing, while she said she felt a lot of energy being absorbed, especially in the solar plexus/sacral area. I suppose, because I’m sick, I definitely can use some energy boost up!
I had another little nap and around 8pm I went for an easy conscious walk, as I felt I needed some fresh air. It was very pleasant, I felt untouched and undisturbed by all the people’s/animals buzzing excitedly around me, staying safe in my bubble of sleepiness. The most intense colour today was dark yellow, visible in the grass, the flowers, many of the tourists jackets as well, standing out on a general feeling of green/greyish-ness.
I went as far as doing a short ritual outside for the Harvest Full Moon. I went to the oldest graveyard in Edinburgh with 2 friends, we tried some harmonics, lit up candles and offered some bread to the Moon and Gaia, to release the old cycles and get ready for the new one coming. It was short and intimate, but it felt good in its simplicity and I enjoyed coming back to a little part of me after such a long break (since day 38!).
30 minutes meditation before bed, with more Reiki to get rid of this cold, and I already feel super-sleepy but content with my little efforts to emerge. Baby steps. Little Rituals.
