I am really tired. It has been a a long day that I spent trying to get readings. Did not work today, not a single costumer. All in all tomorrow would be easy to get better. I'd got the chance to observe from my wee sit. People were kind of agresive today. The color of the day was Black. The meditation I done a few hours ago. I feel I want this festival to finish. I am so tired!
Today my shift felt and tiring. All thisa activity is paying off and my body needs to rest more than usual. Yesterday I did the conscious walk in the night. Smelling the air & checking for colors soon the Universe confirmed that it was blue the color. I had seen it a couple of times in the aura of people randomly. As I said the practice is having some rewarding.The meditation was before sleep. It was quite relaxing but I struggled to not fall sleep. I feel I could do a better meditation if I put more effort in creating a moment this time.
Here I am! Pissed off! Fucking holy Hell I had Tarot day in the morning but the weather was everchanging. Not really good to sit in a wee comfy but wee piece of Wood on the leap of the Old Police box. With rain everywhere and a bit of wind. After few minutes sun and everything was starting to clear. Wind and then rain. I was present and very observant of the environment, today's color were lime and orange. I seen in clothes a lot and then in a spark of the aura of a girl I smudged. Read the cards for the day, nothing really inspiring today, no one came for a reading and…
I find my mind way awake and sensitive this days. I had been experiencing some random clairvoyance and aura sights. My mind is more present in the moment, not like a escape, but a source of power. Meditation really help with the "Time expansion" that I have experienced after doing meditation daily or when I smoke weed. As expansion I mean that the feeling of the time, the rush against it, stops; leaving you more space in your mind to observe, feel, think... Anyway I did 15 minutes meditation in the morning following the advice and example of my wise Challenge friend, Matilde. Afterwards I went to do Tarot. Did plenty observation because the weather…
Today there was magick in the air... my short shift at the pub felt very long, and busy almost no time to breath. Beautiful festival full of tourist. Music and art sprouting everywhere, and eccleticism, all around pushing the boundaries. Even if I still hate the fact of the avalanche of people in my home, making wandering around the center a nightmare or just walking out of my doorstep; there is a good side of it. It is full of oportunities if you know when to take them and prepare yourself for it. After the shift I went for a counscious walk in my way home. Going up Calton Hill I saw a little break…
Explosion of emotions. I woke up quite tense with a horrible mood that lasted all day. I bielieve the meditation makes the anger more evident as a vibration. After work I did the counscious walk through the city going towards my area. I walked around of London Road Park to feel the trees. It was nice I felt slightly sooth; until I came back. I am in a moment of transformation. Burning everything out. Is powerfull but tiring. I just did 30 minutes meditation to relax and I already feel the relax and my body screaming for a rest.
The clouds are still up there but I managed some sunlights in between them. My meditation of 30 min or more was before a nap at 3 pm. It was hard to focus but very amusing to be able to observe my subconscious to open up for me. Memories, wishes, self talking; I just observed them with no judge. My sleep afterwards was so good. I just came back from a conscious walk with Naomi. The sky was enlighted by a distant factory with some huge fire on top looking a bit like Mordor, from Lord of the Rings. The city is quite alive even late at night in a Wednesday. Reflexion: I am in…
