After the party there is always death. I am. Meditation was cool, I've done it with Naomi for a while, listening a fequency for inner peace. The conscious observation was along a walk I had donde after my dinner. Everything was a bit blurry today. Sleeping is important for the well functioning and connection of the psyche.

I find my mind way awake and sensitive this days. I had been experiencing some random clairvoyance and aura sights. My mind is more present in the moment, not like a escape, but a source of power. Meditation really help with the "Time expansion" that I have experienced after doing meditation daily or when I smoke weed. As expansion I mean that the feeling of the time, the rush against it, stops; leaving you more space in your mind to observe, feel, think... Anyway I did 15 minutes meditation in the morning following the advice and example of my wise Challenge friend, Matilde. Afterwards I went to do Tarot. Did plenty observation because the weather…

Explosion of emotions. I woke up quite tense with a horrible mood that lasted all day. I bielieve the meditation makes the anger more evident as a vibration. After work I did the counscious walk through the city going towards my area. I walked around of London Road Park to feel the trees. It was nice I felt slightly sooth; until I came back. I am in a moment of transformation. Burning everything out. Is powerfull but tiring. I just did 30 minutes meditation to relax and I already feel the relax and my body screaming for a rest.

The clouds are still up there but I managed some sunlights in between them. My meditation of 30 min or more was before a nap at 3 pm. It was hard to focus but very amusing to be able to observe my subconscious to open up for me. Memories, wishes, self talking; I just observed them with no judge. My sleep afterwards was so good. I just came back from a conscious walk with Naomi. The sky was enlighted by a distant factory with some huge fire on top looking a bit like Mordor, from Lord of the Rings. The city is quite alive even late at night in a Wednesday. Reflexion: I am in…

Today has been a stresful day at the bar. I had to be running all day. When I finished party arrived. I had been partying all night until 4 that a friend took me back home. I did my conscious walk then. The colors were green and blue. Rain in the air and the floor. The wind wispering in the leaves of the trees and people walking in this early hours. I could feel I was present... is a feeling I am starting to experiment quite often in the day. It might be because of the meditation. I am going to do it now... Long day but did not find time to meditate I should…

Late, again. Today I have an excuse though, my journ has been long and intense. From 11 to 19 I had been offering my Alchemy Tarot readings on the Royal Mile. Two costumers in the day; a few curious and many looks. I was wearing my white witch look, to not seem so threatening with the smoky skull mug full of white sage I was holding to clean auras for free. Not to talk into detail but I had met this person and engaged a peculiar conversation about self vs selfless. My counscious observation was there mostly I didn't walk or move much but I had seen many people, listened all this performances in the…