I am very tired today. Yesterday I'd met a guy at the Grand Bazar and last night after my meditation I met him. Did not have much sleep last night. Said that I will proceed to quickly describe how the conscious observation of the world happened. My feelings are getting stronger but. My emotions are very clear and vivid, but I feel I can control them easy if I keep by focus on them, acknowledge them. I am discovering who I really am emotionally because day after day feeling is more present and less sensible to be affected by the general vibe of the environment. I feel empowered in my heart. Don't really understand the…

Last night in Istanbul. This morning we went to Galata Tower a place recommended by a friend of mine with great views of the city. I stared at the giant city while we were at the top. Then walking the streets I tend to asume the role of guide; that gives me the chance of observe, decide more, improvise and not cheap chatting. All thinks that are included in the conscious observation. Afterwards we head up to the Bazar. First the spices one, I bought a couple of stones, made my family annoyed at the fact of having to wait on me for 1 h, and they left. That left me with the mission of…