Happily empty tonight. No special reflections. Today it was easy to just flow and let go. Anger, frustration, impatience tried to come a few times, but I saw them coming and saw them for what they were: lies. I knew they where pushing to get to my soul but my brain simply dismissed them, accepting the day as it was coming.
Meditation for 15 minutes in the morning, then work, which was busy and fast, then a nice lunch with my ex-boyfriend, checking on him and catching up being easier than I thought. The walk was open, traffic lights going green for me all the time, birds flying just above me, little golden stars on the pavement (I’ve been seeing them for 3 days now). Despite the apparent stillness and almost drawing back of my life events, I feel relaxed and like I’m moving forward Inside.
A nice shower and a dinner with my witches tribe, eating and lighting up candles in honour of Mars and Venus, playing and singing harmonics together, enjoying each other’s company.
We tried to go to a pub to listen to some music and “party” but after one look around the place I knew it wasn’t the right place for me and that the magic for tonight was just being aware and full of acceptance for my life.
Back home I did 15 more minutes of satisfying meditation with koshi bells playing, feeling a strong spine and deep breath. Almost ready to sleep now, and relaxed into the flow.
