Tired of being tired, I went walking under the rain and got properly drenched, feeling cleaned and trying to be annihilated into it. Almost successful. I completed the daily tasks of the Challenge with a couple of very insightful meditations that I took in 2 different moments of the afternoon.
I forced my chakras out and I disappeared into thick and dense black liquid drops falling heavily into the earth, not able to see anything apart from soil and roots. It made me feel very strong again, although it’s a paradox since it’s not me any more but some regenerating parts that don’t amount to anything defined as a unit yet.
All in all, my sister’s visit was good, but also a huge distraction in this process, that is taking too much time and energy that I don’t have. I need quiet, time.
I will take it. And draw again once I’m on the other side
