I finally get to day 90, the closing of a cycle. It only seems fair that the special number occurring today was 3. Like the Norns guarding Past Present and Future, like the Celtic symbol of the Triquetra representing evolution and growth, 3 as number of creation. And, indeed, groups of 3 crows were waiting around corners for me, during my conscious walk.
My conscious walk (with a trace of romanticism) I traced back on the First conscious walk of this Challenge, moving backwards. I was in Leith having coffee with a friend, so I went up to Regent and Carlton Terrace, Calton Road, Princes Street and Old town. The wasps seemed to be kind of angry today, I saw them flying around people’s heads quite aggressively. For some (blessed) reason, today they ignored me. The weather was also quite nice, and similar to the day of my first walk: chilly air but burning under the Sun. It all felt very “right”.
Meditation was good, half an hour after work, which leaves me just about time for a shower and a good sleep before bed time (working again very early tomorrow). I felt grounded and the mind was clean, the chatter and daydreaming mostly ignored or let be. My hands tingling all the time, like I was physically absorbing Chi from the air around me, and nice vibrations through all my body.
I loved how this Challenge forced me to keep some discipline every single day, I feel proud for not giving up on this work of improvement I started 90 days ago, and excited at the idea that much more is still to come. If I had to describe what changed in me, I’d say I feel more myself and more happy to be me than ever, stronger and more secure, open to what will come next.
