I am very tired today.
Yesterday I’d met a guy at the Grand Bazar and last night after my meditation I met him. Did not have much sleep last night.
Said that I will proceed to quickly describe how the conscious observation of the world happened.
My feelings are getting stronger but. My emotions are very clear and vivid, but I feel I can control them easy if I keep by focus on them, acknowledge them. I am discovering who I really am emotionally because day after day feeling is more present and less sensible to be affected by the general vibe of the environment.
I feel empowered in my heart. Don’t really understand the process but day after day I am more loyal to myself not because of a breackthrough but because myself and its feelings are more evident to my mind. Its annoying with a good and rewarding side.
My observation of the world was along all day, specially in the airport. The new Istanbul airport its supposed to be the biggest in the world… but so tidy. The feeling there was of order and cleverness in the design. Everything smooth, clean and clear. Pretty but highly clever.
All good.
I am going to do meditation before sleep …
