Today the sun was up. My Tarot readings went a bit slow to start I stayed hours smudging the street with white sage in my dear mug – skull. I thought no one was going to come asking for readings… then I had three costumers almost in a raw. It felt great being able to do a Tarot reading properly, with a person who actually was absolutely listening to my interpretation of the cards. It is great to have the sensation of fulfilling your mision. I had done, again, plenty observation of the environment.
Being present, being mindful. People today was seeming a bit apathic. No spark in their eyes… Just some stellar performance at the mile chanting operathic. Still, I was feeling the same too. The only relief was the heat of the sun, warming up my body in the cool August of Scotland.
Then the wind started to kick in quickly and some clouds. People then started to rush more, be more loud and enjoying it more. That is when I got my first reading.
Later on rained too and I was doing my reading under an umbrella. Well, afterwards I went out with my Scotsmans-gang and enjoyed a bit of the Fringe myself… The city is full of people trying to fulfill a dream, decided to purse its cost.
Is overwhelming thinking in the energy that some people is puting in the world. It makes me feel that, maybe, I could put more energy in the world, in what I am doing here.
By the way, following the great advice from Laura I did the meditation in the morning, just after waking up.
It is cool because you get to enjoy being in bed a bit longer and to set up your mind for the day. But, even if I am conscious about the lack of time/space today I kinda miss now having to have another practice of going inwards.
Reflexion: There is a moment in the training of meditation when your mind misses it, that is a sign that you are doing it good.
