My state in the morning was quite outgoing but because I was alone. I’d been feeling quite introverted lately Today my shift felt and tiring. All thisa activity is paying off and my body needs to rest more than usual.
Yesterday I did the conscious walk in the night. Smelling the air & checking for colors soon the Universe confirmed that it was blue the color. I had seen it a couple of times in the aura of people randomly. As I said the practice is having some rewarding.
The meditation was before sleep. It was quite relaxing but I struggled to not fall sleep. like more looking into myself and even overthinking.
My “movies” in the head happens quite often now… you know, when your mind spontaneously happens to create a whole place in itself. You are there for a few seconds.
I bielieve is part of me doing this. The persona needs to impose its rule in the body because it is its only travel. Liking it or not it happens even in my meditation that I just did. Initially it is a bit frustrating, but just but adding at the end of every thought ‘I don’t give a fuck” you’ll get closer to the core and farest away from the human bullshit that surronds you. I lighted a candle that kind of inspired a bit of magick and I went for a 30 minutes mantra
OM MANI PADME UM
As I said it was ok. A bit of too much thoughts and some “movies” about life in general. But it was remarkable to observe the facility of my body to fully relax quick now. I bet I’ll fall sleep in 2 minutes.
My walk was going work and coming back. With the festival is just people all the time and gets me. I just want to be quiet afterwards I could go to the mountain tomorrow, maybe. Nothing really happens. I tried to improvise a mantra while walking, one silabe each step.
SAT NAM
Not sure about the color because the whole thing about the colors is one of the many topics are in my head and I am exploring possibilities with it.
Reflexion: Patience is like a flower.
