I'm physically defeated. My friend Naomi has come to share a room with me for a while. It has been a very intense day at the bar, there were a lot of people and it was quite hot. A burden. Tomorrow promises to be similar. When I finished I wanted to go home and rest… but I forced my body a little and took a conscious walk through the Old Calton Burial Cemetery. I like the energy of the place, it is calm but mysterious… I walked thanking some precious rays of sun gilded like the gold that the sunset in these places usually gives away. I returned home on a different path, trying to…

I am a horrible Challenger! It's late again when I write my reflexions of the day.So far first; I've just done my 30 minutes meditation. It was wonderful; y felt my energy flowing in me and out. Along with some strange visuals. All and all now I feel quite okay taking in care my circumstances... I wanted another kind of adventure today and party & new places came along. I promised I stayed conscious at least 40 minutes. I even managed to talk about tarot, symbols, qabalah... I've met this guy who had a fox as a power animal that introduce me to a guy which name was Foxy and we were talking and telling…

The love ritual I did with some friends is manifesting. Suddenly love tests me. Ignorant and unfortunate comments from a stellar lover have turned my bowels upside down and thrown dirt on the wound. The night was intensely entertaining, and the post-night has had a number of repercussions on my psyche. Basically has touched emotional issues that I have to heal in this life, understand and accept … and when you touch those issues you touch what belongs to you, somehow, if you live, is yours. Today was recording day in Roslin. Day of adventure. When I arrived at the hostel to pick up Laura I met an arbitrary girl, who started a conversation with…

Today I did my meditation along with my friend Mireia. We picked a guided meditation that was about finding your guardian angel. I quickly get into it and the feeling was just amazing. After that we walked in the sunshine for 30 minutes. Is cool to walk with her because we let the silence flow too naturally, without any tension. Everyone was out in the sun; you never know how long is going to last. We finish the walk just by sitting on the grass and observing more the world. I was working night shift today. It was really busy. Before the Challenge and night like this would mean dynamite for my mood, but today…

My mood is in what I call stanby. I feel good about myself and my surroundings, with their more and their less. I worked half the day and the bar was a bit crowded, so it happened fast. Although when there is a crowd it is something that affects my psyche, and I feel it a lot at the moment, this time it has not been like that. I have smiled all the time because it came out of my heart to smile at the customers. Not all of them, those who seemed like good people to me. When I finished I had a drink at the bar and my friend Giovanna arrived shortly after…