Day 44th

Magic is in the air. It's been hot today and people here when it's hot get a little wild. You can see it in the air and in the atmosphere. I'm a little saturated with it, but let's say I'm consciously sailing this energy, little by little trying to understand and learn. I did 15 minutes of meditation before I started working. I used a mantra to the Hindu god Ganesh, and heard it in my head letting it resonate and a visualization of me emanating a golden light appeared in my mind. My body became indigo losing all colors being replaced by the new color. The light began to project gold coins everywhere that…

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Day 43th

My night was a late night and my morning too early for my taste. I went to do my conscious walk with Naomi down my street.It was windy and so warm. We stopped in a wee grass square and sitted there, I reminded a friend from the day 4th of the Challenge. We kept walking looking for some shelves for the room, observing the street and just chatting about it. It felt good.At one point somebody tapped my shoulder. The friend I thought a wee while ago. Funny but not surprising, I had the feeling I was going to run into him during my walk, so it happened. As well I was hitted by the…

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Day 42th

Here I am after a very interesting night. I had a nice conscious walk with my pal Naomi around Edinburgh. We went to see some of her friends. While she was chatting I got the opportunity to just feel the place. My mind quickly started to throw at me images of how the energetic field was in Princess street. How everything affects everything all the time every second. How thinking beings can affect their own field and push away all the other vibes if they have the strength... I kind of get to the conclusion that states of anxiety could be ocurring due of a saturation of inputs from outside the body... Said my meditation…

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Day 41th

I'm physically defeated. My friend Naomi has come to share a room with me for a while. It has been a very intense day at the bar, there were a lot of people and it was quite hot. A burden. Tomorrow promises to be similar. When I finished I wanted to go home and rest… but I forced my body a little and took a conscious walk through the Old Calton Burial Cemetery. I like the energy of the place, it is calm but mysterious… I walked thanking some precious rays of sun gilded like the gold that the sunset in these places usually gives away. I returned home on a different path, trying to…

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Day 39th

Another day of the Challenge, not a very exciting one. My conscious observation was during the trips from my place to a friends house. I spent my eve having girl talk. Always necessary. My energy is low but maybe not sleeping too much last night has to with it. My state of mine os becoming stronger... I did meditation for 30 a while ago; is hard not to fall sleep. Changes come my way but those will mark the course of destiny.

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Day 38th

I am a horrible Challenger! It's late again when I write my reflexions of the day.So far first; I've just done my 30 minutes meditation. It was wonderful; y felt my energy flowing in me and out. Along with some strange visuals. All and all now I feel quite okay taking in care my circumstances... I wanted another kind of adventure today and party & new places came along. I promised I stayed conscious at least 40 minutes. I even managed to talk about tarot, symbols, qabalah... I've met this guy who had a fox as a power animal that introduce me to a guy which name was Foxy and we were talking and telling…

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Day 37th

Today has been a very lazy day. I have eaten and worked a little on the web. I should have worked more on the blog, but I felt quite off-center after yesterday's and the day before yesterday's events. The day was bright outside, too much, so as a good creature of the night I stayed at home and at 7 or 8 pm I was ready to take a little nap. I woke up from my nap at 0:00. My plan was to walk to a ritual on the beach, an hour from here and then do the conscious walk. Unfortunately that boat sailed and I had to improvise. Half an hour of meditation singing…

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Day 36th

The love ritual I did with some friends is manifesting. Suddenly love tests me. Ignorant and unfortunate comments from a stellar lover have turned my bowels upside down and thrown dirt on the wound. The night was intensely entertaining, and the post-night has had a number of repercussions on my psyche. Basically has touched emotional issues that I have to heal in this life, understand and accept … and when you touch those issues you touch what belongs to you, somehow, if you live, is yours. Today was recording day in Roslin. Day of adventure. When I arrived at the hostel to pick up Laura I met an arbitrary girl, who started a conversation with…

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Day 35th

Today I did my meditation along with my friend Mireia. We picked a guided meditation that was about finding your guardian angel. I quickly get into it and the feeling was just amazing. After that we walked in the sunshine for 30 minutes. Is cool to walk with her because we let the silence flow too naturally, without any tension. Everyone was out in the sun; you never know how long is going to last. We finish the walk just by sitting on the grass and observing more the world. I was working night shift today. It was really busy. Before the Challenge and night like this would mean dynamite for my mood, but today…

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