Day 47th
Very intense days and of personal novelties that have been breaking my routine a little bit, in a good way. Today has been a fairly easy day, although I am physically tired of the lack of sleep, the truth is that I feel inspired to write, and since my previous post has been a little short I will deign to try to expand a little more now. The heat puts me in a bad mood. I can't help it, but my body doesn't like to get hot and reacts by sweating a lot at the minimum heat. In fact, I feel it as if it burns my spine and neck; and when it reaches the…
Day 46th
raceMy day happened very fast and unexpectedly. Although that, I counted on the day before that my day ended around 8 am… I have taken a conscious walk through the city that has lasted for hours. The city is in the middle of summer and it was hot. I have just done a meditation of about 30 -40 minutes to end the day. Reflection: Magick
Day 45th
Today the leak on my ceiling started to water again. I take as a signal of the need of keeping the energy moving. After a quick breakfast I started my conscious walk. Wandering under big trees like the ones you can find in London Road Park, is always refreshing for the velocity of the mind. Bielieve me, hundred ideas were spinning in my mind before my steps directed me to the trees my mind was buzzing. After the green ceiling was on the top of my crown chakra the mind started to clear out the clouds. This huge chesnut, majestic, was attracting my attention to feel its energy. To tap into his huge field and…
Day 44th
Magic is in the air. It's been hot today and people here when it's hot get a little wild. You can see it in the air and in the atmosphere. I'm a little saturated with it, but let's say I'm consciously sailing this energy, little by little trying to understand and learn. I did 15 minutes of meditation before I started working. I used a mantra to the Hindu god Ganesh, and heard it in my head letting it resonate and a visualization of me emanating a golden light appeared in my mind. My body became indigo losing all colors being replaced by the new color. The light began to project gold coins everywhere that…
Day 43th
My night was a late night and my morning too early for my taste. I went to do my conscious walk with Naomi down my street.It was windy and so warm. We stopped in a wee grass square and sitted there, I reminded a friend from the day 4th of the Challenge. We kept walking looking for some shelves for the room, observing the street and just chatting about it. It felt good.At one point somebody tapped my shoulder. The friend I thought a wee while ago. Funny but not surprising, I had the feeling I was going to run into him during my walk, so it happened. As well I was hitted by the…
Day 42th
Here I am after a very interesting night. I had a nice conscious walk with my pal Naomi around Edinburgh. We went to see some of her friends. While she was chatting I got the opportunity to just feel the place. My mind quickly started to throw at me images of how the energetic field was in Princess street. How everything affects everything all the time every second. How thinking beings can affect their own field and push away all the other vibes if they have the strength... I kind of get to the conclusion that states of anxiety could be ocurring due of a saturation of inputs from outside the body... Said my meditation…
Day 41th
I'm physically defeated. My friend Naomi has come to share a room with me for a while. It has been a very intense day at the bar, there were a lot of people and it was quite hot. A burden. Tomorrow promises to be similar. When I finished I wanted to go home and rest… but I forced my body a little and took a conscious walk through the Old Calton Burial Cemetery. I like the energy of the place, it is calm but mysterious… I walked thanking some precious rays of sun gilded like the gold that the sunset in these places usually gives away. I returned home on a different path, trying to…
Day 39th
Another day of the Challenge, not a very exciting one. My conscious observation was during the trips from my place to a friends house. I spent my eve having girl talk. Always necessary. My energy is low but maybe not sleeping too much last night has to with it. My state of mine os becoming stronger... I did meditation for 30 a while ago; is hard not to fall sleep. Changes come my way but those will mark the course of destiny.